New job, new day, new clothes
I wonder how thing will go
bright faces, fake smiles, curious minds
I know they are all wondering who I am and why I’m here
Im young, I’m brave, I’m confident
I wonder if that will all get me by
The stress, the fear, the anxiety to Impress everyone
Should I really care
Corner desk with no space, unfriendly girls who don’t talk
A toxic culture that won’t change
Vindictive colleagues who often aren’t honest
Not a single day without mishap, judgement, or burden
Forget forward thinking for some. A who cares attitude for others
Amazing ideas, creative and innovative
But will we ever bring them all together
The whispers, echoes of nastiness, and undermining behaviors
I repeat, toxic culture
Smart, young and savvy, but get rid of that condescending attitude
Witty, talented and artful, but get your nose out of the air
Forgetful, unaware and inattentive
Is that who shall dictate my role and responsibilities
Politics, history and formalities
So vague, still need answers, what do I do
It’s all mounting so fast, in such little time
I want to succeed, I want to be passionate
i feel it in my heart, soul and mind
Just, somedays…
Do I really know if this is for me
I really remain unsure